notHIng else Matters

my best friend janessa. shes such a free spirit. she hasn’t taken a single college class. shes had more jobs than i can keep track of and she picked up everything to move to PA with her dad who def doesnt treat her like a dad does so now shes moving out. shes basically lived on her own for years now. shes gay has a ton of tats and piercings and is basically the complete opposite of me. yet she has the most beautiful, sweetest voice i have heard. she writes music and plays the guitar with never having taken a formal lesson. she use to play for me all the time. i can remember just sitting watching her in complete amazement and inspiration. im not sure if shes ever known but she is my inspiration. i want to one day be as free as she is. i want to do what i want and honestly not give a shit what anyone thinks. i want to do what i want because i want to do it. i love janessa and i pray that someday she will strike it big with her music. i know just how wonderful she is and i want the rest of the world to see that too.