notHIng else Matters

HAHAHA where do i even begin? so 2 yrs ago i was a freshman in college. i had very strict views on drinking and drugs. dont do it. i went to UCSB one of the biggest party schools and i went out maybe twice and never drank. the next year i fell in love with my roomie and went out about every other weekend and what do u know i started drinking. haha. my views quickly changed. still “i will never do drugs”…at least thats what i thought. i also started dating my best friends cousin only to get my heart broken because he decided to stop dating me so he could try to get his dream girl. guess what he never got her and he has now realized he made the wrong choice. it’s ok i thank him for letting me go. im so much happier now. big changes happened the end of my 2nd yr at SB i decided to transfer to UNLV, still a theatre major. i got my first summer job at arclight. i remember telling myself i wouldnt make friends or fall in love because i didnt want to become attached before i moved. well i made friends rather quickly and i drank more…ROOFTOP! then it happened i started talking to david and we starting hanging out and long story short we were happy. we didnt talk about me moving. we tried not to but my last few weeks in LA were hard. saying goodbye to him was one of the hardest things i had to do. i cried and cried and i still remember him driving by me at that stoplight after breakfast with tears streaming down his face. the first 2 weeks apart were hard. i dont know that either of us knew where we were going to end up. i knew exactly what he wanted. him. i loved him without a doubt in my mind. so what other major changes have occurred over the past 2 years you ask well idk if this is too much information but i always like to be very open and honest about these things but i lost my virginity, took E…twice, and started smoking no not cigarettes. haha if you knew me 2 yrs ago these things im typing would be knocking you off your chair. a lot has changed emotionally as well. i use to think i didnt want to get married until i was in my late 20s and i never wanted kids. both of those things have drastically changed. i know these next few years will also bring many huge changes. BRING IT ON.